I feel like I am actually insane.

What am I even saying?
All the words I say are just the essence of craziness.
I'm the hugest fucking nutcase in the world.
If I told anyone how I really felt they'd just lock me up and drug me or whatever.
I feel like if I ever was actually faced with the scenario that I would have to have medicine for being insane I wouldn't want to because it would make me sort of.. not me anymore? My brain wouldn't be controlled completely by me. That is terrifying.
Of course, I do not need medication because I am not crazy.
what am i saying
this whole post is completely contradictory
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